Sigh...

Haven't been myself lately. Heck, I don't even know who I am now. A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by and I'm slipping away. My soul is dying, my HEART is practically dead. I've been feeling lonely in and out. I used to feel it every once in awhile but now I feel it 24hours. I have friends around me but it still feels the same. I'm here waiting but don't know waiting for what.


I feel my life is so empty. There's no purpose, no goal.I feel so useless. I feel so small in this big world. I've been missing out on life, from the world. Its been awhile since I watch a movie as well. I also HATE going home. There's nobody. I'd rather stay in college the whole day.


Life knocks me down but I've got no one to turn to. Friends are around me, yes but its not the same. I can tell all my problems and worries to my friend, yes but its not the same. With a 'special' one, I can lean onto him, tell him everything and he'll be there to assure me that I'm okay and everything will be fine. I used to have something to look forward to everyday but now, my life is empty. My life, I don't know if I have one...


Love was right in-front of my path, in my grasp. Me and you belong but...

A Letter...

I still remember all the things you've done for me...all the nostalgic memories. When I was 7 years old, you bought me Happy Meal from McDonald's everyday because it comes with the Power Rangers figurine and their megazords. There were like one figurine each week. You bought me one each week until I have the whole set. I still keep those Power Rangers figurines. Whatever I want, whatever I need, you gave me. When I came to my teenage year, I wanted to go here and there. Shopping, hang out, dine with friends. You always make sure I reach to my destinations. Sometimes even when its really far away, you would drive me there too. From Queensbay to Gurney. We've had our fair share of arguments, disagreements, different point of views. I always want to win. I am truly sorry for ever raising my voice. I'll miss hearing your voice asking me to buy newspaper, asking me to do this, do that, your honking in the morning rushing me to go college, you knocking on the door asking me to open up.

Dad - I Love You Although I Don't Say It Much

Is It Worth Your While?

This post is dedicated to one of my best buddies, Hansel.

I know every single thing that you are feeling now because I was once in your position. I had almost the same 'relationship' thing that you are going through now. When this thing first started, I see that maybe it could work out. That maybe you guys are for each other. Then you saw what I did with "you know who" so you thought of giving it a try, take a leap of faith and try. It is heartbreaking to see this, that unfortunately you didn't get an answer from her until today. Yes, the leap of faith that I took paid off but it only caused me more harm than good. I suffered more than I was happy. This kind of relationship will always leave you in the limbo, feeling insecure. I've been hanging out with you almost everyday. You've seen how my relationship go up and down, tumble and crumbled. And I have seen what you did for her. Everyone could see it. I am pretty sure she could see it but just don't know how to appreciate it. She is not a bad person but somehow people get the impression that she's using you. These days, all I see is her talking about her assignments to you. Thats all. Whenever she sees you, she's telling you that the assignment you do for her is wrong, need to change this and that. She said don't want to rely on you, you said you promised her already. But everytime when she say you did a mistake on her assignment, did she ever say "nevermind, I'll do it"? She did not. Not even once. To me, helping someone do assignment is a stupid thing. You should let her learn and grow. If you help her, its ok. At least she learn something but you help her do it completely. We have even sit in their class. She was just sleeping while you did everything for her. As a junior, don't you feel them as seniors should feel ashamed to ask us, the juniors for help on their assignment? For god's sake, we have yet to take that subject also. Not just her, any seniors who ask junior to help them do their assignments ought to be ashamed of themselves.

Hansel Khoo, do you realize what your life has become? Everyday you go college in the morning, you wait for her before you go in to class. If she's there, you talk to her but end up feeling emo. If she's not there, you either end up feeling emo also or you hope to see her later after class. Ok, finish class, you go canteen and hope to see her. Sometimes you get to, sometimes you don't. You used to eat with her. We used to. Now, no more. Sometimes she see you also she don't even realize you're there. On Thursday, it was the worst! The moment she got out of her class, you rush to her and sat down. The first thing I saw she took out was her assignment. Hansel, think! Has it come to this point where you and her conversation is only about HER assignment? You get hurt each time she talks about 'him'. There's no guarantee that you guys will last because it seems and looks like a one way thing. You are the one rushing here and there for her but she rush for 'him' no matter how bad he treats her. Yes, she told you that people around her ask her to get rid of 'him'. Whats the point in telling you that if she's not going to do it? Its like giving you false hope. No, it is giving you false hope. You get so happy that maybe, MAYBE...there's a chance for you to be with her. Then you wait, wait and WAiT but it never happens. I'm sure you don't want to be the bad guy also. You wouldn't want people to say you are the reason for whatever she did. Its time to let go...

If you guys are meant to be, then it will happen. If not, no choice. Maybe it might work in the future but definitely not now. I don't see it happening. I've been down that road and I got hurt REALLY BAD. As a friend, I don't want you to feel that, to go down that road. I don't want you to give up on love, to feel that there's nothing left in this world thats worth fighting for. You world will crumble if you continue on. You will end up being bitter and angry at everything just like I was for the past 3weeks.

Just let go. You have me, Keisha, Wei Loon, Annie and Anne with you. What are you afraid of? I know letting go is hard and its different to have us around you than 'her'. Maybe if you just leave it be and lay low, things will happen? But I am sure its not her...

Joseph - Its TiME...

I LiKE That BOOM BOOM...

I'm back, BOOM BOOM Chambre! YES, muahahahaha! Seriously, I haven't had so much fun since April. It all started with classmates' plan to go SiXTY9iNE Mansion By The Beach but it was cancelled. Since I'm feeling the party mood, I decide to ask around. Hansel tak jadi la because whenever Lee Wen don't want to go with us to this or that place, he also don't want. Frust wit these two. Anyways, while working I decided to ask Kenrick, my colleague if he wants to go out tonight. Knowing him, he will want to go out. Where to go? I suggested BOOM BOOM! It has stand-up comedy and by the looks of it, Ken likes comedy. Why not? We drag Reena, Sandy and Daryl together. I've got other friends who were supposed to join but in the end, aeroplane. Anyways, I bump into Kyle over at FAME, wished him a Happy Birthday (I didn't know!), tell me earlier la, buddy! Then I went over to OneClub where I met Ashley & Stephanie.

We had fun at BOOM BOOM! Freda was the bomb! Then the dance and the music, hehe...and Daryl...LOL! Oh, oh! I finally know the name of the dancer that I've been eye-ing on over at BOOM BOOM, hehe. And boy, Slippery Senorita has got a pretty good band! Back to BOOM BOOM, ah...it feels like home. I seriously LOVE BOOM BOOM! And there's a Talent Search today at 10,30pm! I wish I can go...

Joseph - Home Sweet Home, BOOM BOOM Chambre!

Bodoh

I realized nowadays, lecturers at college level likes to call their student stupid. Don't know whats wrong with these people. There's a reason why we enter college, why our parents send us to college. To gain knowledge, not to be called stupid. We made it to college level and obviously its not by pure stupidity. As for those who likes to threaten their students by telling that they have a temper, who doesn't have a temper? I've got explosive temper if you step on my tail. Your job as an educator, to teach and pass on your knowledge, not to patronize us and call us stupid. Using the sentence 'brain power low' is also the same. If you don't have the patience to educate, then don't. I'm not saying we are right. Yes, we are noisy, we are cheeky etc. We're teenagers, thats who we are. You just have to deal with it. I don't care how you have been affected previously, whether you almost wanted to resign, thats your problem just like when you say whether we can or cannot do our assignment is not your problem, that your job is to come lecturer and get paid. I ave never met these kind of lecturers. My lecturers from the 1st Semester were the best. Thank God still get to see them and Ms. Ooi is forever nice. These are lecturers that we look up to, Aaron, Ms. Ng, Kelsen, Chun Woei, Ms. Ooi. For those lecturers who thinks their students are stupid etc, if we are stupid now, you were once stupid too. These people are not worth me RESPECTiNG. And by the way, I'm talking about 2 lecturers here incase you're wondering. Don't bother straining your mind.

If only Mr. Aaron is still teaching Basic News Reporting & Writing Skills, it'd be fun...

And She Talks Cock

But she doesn't have one. Annie is her name. Sometimes we call her AnnieThing, sometimes we call her AnnieW(r)ong, sometimes we call her Something W(r)ong. I got to know her on my 3rd day in college. From the first semester until now, she is the one friend that I have not had any conflict with. Annie's always been the smartest one in class. She sings well, does really well in her studies too. But Annie has a deep dark secret. She can talk cock! Yes! Hansel & I discovered that today. She's been high since yesterday. She laugh and laugh like there's no tomorrow. Annie, Annie...

Anyways, I know behind the laughters and all the cock-talking, you are having some emotional problems inside. I've been down the same road. I hope you'll feel better. Time will heal it. Just take things slowly. Don't mess up your head with all the unnecessary shit. If there's anything, you can always come to me and Hansel. We also can talk cock. Remember our crapping session in Gurney's MPH? 1 word- SPEECHLESS...

Alejandro...

The much awaited music video by Lady Gaga is finally out. Her MV for Alejandro takes on the feel of gothic, dark and basically everything dark. Alot of people said they preferred her Telephone MV but there's no point comparing both because both are different song with different theme. To me, the Alejandro MV may be a little bit quirky and 100% outrageous but its Lady Gaga and her creativity just blows your mind.

This music video sees a mix of leather, funeral, cold-blooded heart which Gaga held at the beginning of the MV, alot of sexual tension and sexual energy, elements of SM were throw in as well. The weirdest would probably be the male dancers on heels. Then there's Gaga's bra which are attached with 2 rifles. Amazing? Weird? Crazy? Up to you to decide. To me, brilliant. She may not be a dancer but her dance steps are pretty catchy. She even dressed up like a nun and swallowed the whole rosary. Looks like Gaga is trying to make her MV into a mini-story what with the music video consuming over 8minutes. Wonder which song she will release next and another music video to be excited about!

Joseph - En Su Bulsillo!

Once Upon A FUGLY...

There is this fugly by the name of Chan Siang Yen. Incase you guys don't know what fugly means, its FUCKiNG UGLY. And this fugly happens to be my lecturer for Basic News Reporting & Writing Skills. On his first day, he told us that he has a temper and he has already stereotyped us. Isn't that fabulous to hear on your first class? Yeah...

The way he teach, nobody understands. He just go on and on and nobody listens although he say others do listen. Its not that we don't like him but its the way he portrayed himself to us. He don't seem to care about anything but himself. That I don't care but DON'T YOU DARE CALL US STUPiD! Do you know the definition of STUPiD? If you don't, please go to Google or Wikipedia and search for it. My parents has never called me stupid. Who are you to call me/us stupid? Maybe you're the bird brain yourself. You wanna show me your temper? Guess what? I have a BiGGER TEMPER than you! Nobody has seen my temper and what I showed you today is just a teaser to my temper! You don't know me! I am a MULTi-TASKER. I can do my own stuffs while listening to you blahblahblah. I have multi-task for my entire life. Don't try to tell me what I should do. You tried to laugh but you don't even know how to laugh, please...go back and learn how to laugh. Why not try http://www.youtube.com and search for 'How To Laugh'. It starts with you opening your mouth, let the air goes in and let out audio from your throat. Simple. Who's STUPiD? Don't even know how to laugh, poor thing. And when you really laugh, nobody laugh with you.

You told me to get out of the class? My only answer to you is "MY PLEASURE!". I was already wanting to get the hell out of your class but tried to bare with it until you call us STUPiD. Others may not dare to answer you back but not me. I don't think its smart for me to do so but I just have to stand up to what I believe. I made a mistake by saying 1 word but actually its 2 words. Thats FUCK YOU. You're the STUPiD. When I scold you the F word, you replied by saying "Go Ahead". BODOH~

Joseph - Who's The IDiOT?

Me & Music are Inseparable

I was caught in a Bad Romance with my own Alejandro. Now? Left alone, Speechless to Dance In The Dark. The Telephone which used to ring none-stop has stop ringing. All the heartache is turning me into a Monster. There was once where I thought I would Fight For This Love, you were my Parachute. Guess those 3 Words meant nothing. Now? I'll never be the same If We Ever Meet Again...

I'm so CUTE I could PUKE

A CAMWHORE to be precise...Lately, pictures that I take came out very nice...I looked really cute in them, hehe...I'm starting to realize that I AM CUTE, haha...I'm bound to get lotsa slap after this but whats wrong with feeling good about yourself? Hehe...

And The Winner is...

The major that wins me is...

It has been decided. I started with Journalism cuz I like magazines and stuffs like that. Then I almost took the Broadcasting road. Turned away from it, why? Cuz its seriously hard to find jobs with Broadcasting. Plus, this semester is already taxing enough, I don't want the next semester to be day and night shooting and editing and be a zombie. Why not Journalism? I don't see myself sitting in a cubicle and just write...and I don't like being forced to write something that I don't like. for example, political stuffs. I have no interest whatsoever in it. Then why PR & Advertising? People's been saying it has got more opportunity and it opens up more doors. I decided to do PR & Advertising but I'm leaning more towards the Advertising side. I think I have the ideas...haha, we'll see. Plus, I can write and its going to open more doors for me. Hopefully, this is the final and right choice.

Joseph - I'm Tired...

Its Kinda What I Feel...

People say I've change. not necessary for the best. I've been told that my personality has changed. It hasn't change like in a BiG way but I guess I just don't care what people think about me anymore. If I were to care about others feelings and the way they look at me, it'd take forever. I might as well take care of my own feelings and do things for my own sake. I'm not pointing this to anyone in particular but thats just the way I'm feeling nowadays.

This song by Katy Pery & Timbaland really got into the mood. Yes I've changed so just accept it. I'll never be the same...

Katy Pery & Timbaland - If We Ever Meet Again

What is someone like you doing in a place like this? (oooh)

Say Did you come alone or did you bring all your friends? (oooh)

Say whats your name , What are you drinkin

Think I know what are you thinkin

Baby whats your sign tell me yours and I’ll tell you mine (mine)

Say What is someone like you (you) doin in a place like this

(one, two, three, four)

CHORUS:

I’ll never be the same

If we ever meet again

Ooohhh wont you get away

If we ever meet again

This we goo got me so kiss me so ohh

Hold me tight , never let me go

I’ll never be the same

If we ever meet again, ooooh ooooh

If we ever meet again

Do you come here much?

I swear ive seen your face before (before yeah)

You don’t see me pass

But I cant help to want you more (more)

Baby tell me what’s you’re history

I shine don’t you worry

I put it with my eye

I wanna leave you here tonight

Do you come here much?

I’ve gotta see your face some more

Some more cause baby I...

Repeat CHORUS

Every yeah, we meet again (again)

I've got so much more to say

If we ever meet again

Every yeah, we ever meet again (again)

I wont let you go away

If we ever meet again

Every yeah, we ever meet again (again)

I've got so much more to say

If we ever meet again

Every yeah, we ever ever meet again (again)

I wont let you go away

Repeat CHORUS

THE LOVE DRUG

Maybe I need some rehab or maybe just need some sleep

I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley

I'm making those desperate calls

I'm staying up all night hoping

Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find

I think about it all the time

I'm all strung up my heart is fried

I just cant get you off my mind

CHORUS:

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug

Your love your love your love

I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug

Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling I should to think twice

But left to my own devices I'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy

My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find

I think about it all about it all the time

I'm all strung up my heart is fried

I just can't get you off my mind

Repeat CHORUS

I don't care what people say

The rush is worth the price I pay

I get so high when you're with me

But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;

Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?

Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?

Is my love, your drug?

Your drug? Your drug? Your drug?

Is my love, your drug?

Repeat CHORUS 2x

Heyyy heyyy you love, your love, is my drug

Obsession...

I have this obsession with the UK flag. I've been searching for quite some time. I want to get a t-shirt, a pair of shoes, a bottle and a wallet with the UK flag on. If you search online and type in Union Jack, you will find it. I wish I can shop online...I don't particularly like UK but I like the flag. Guess if given to go there, I'm ok with it. I just like to travel. Anywhere EXCEPT Iran, Iraq and places like that...

He's For Your Entertainment!

Will he ever make it down to Malaysia? I don't know, nobody knows...you know la seeing Malaysia's formal control over everything. It'd be really great if Adam Lambert can come down to Malaysia for his tour. I'm not sure if its right to compare him with Lady Gaga but he's like the male version of Gaga. Outrageous performances, out-of-the-box outfits, amazing music videos and a power vocal to back it up. I have no idea how much I have blog about Adam Lambert. He's like a major icon right now. Be it gay icon or music icon. Some even say he's a Sex God. Haha...he sure looks like one. Although sometimes, his choice of hairstyle is abit erm...ugly. Especially when he comb it up to look like a curry-puff. I prefer his hairstyle in Whataya Want From Me's music video. He looked so cool in it. Wonder what's next for Adam Lambert...

$

Kesha Rose Serbert aka Ke$ha. Currently hot with Your Love Is My Drug on airwaves, she is Pop's latest naughty girl, well sort off. Her first single TikTok was a huge success. Then followed up with BlahBlahBlah. I've listen to her entire album eversince TikTok came out. She should release Styrofoam next! Anyways, I'm here to talk about Ke$ha's live act. Honestly, she sucks live. Ya, no doubt she can sing but she lacks the entertainer's omph. All her moves are the same. Going round a little tipsy and kicking here and that. We get it, you're rough, you're the sweet girl next door, not the All-American girl. Her sense of style is not too bad. Some of her choices are quite fun and fresh to the eyes but sometimes it can be a little tacky and slutty. She's been wearing the top with a $ sign in almost all of her Live! performances. Yeah, you didn't get paid for your stint in Florida's Right Round but now you're kinda big. Get over it. We get it that your $ sign means you are all about making the big bucks. Blah-blah-blah...Don't get it wrong, I still enjoy her music, CHEERS...

Gotta stop talk-talk-talking that now - Jo$eph

KL - The Real Concrete Jungle

KL is the equivalent of New York is Penang is London. Anyways, Penang is nowhere near London. I was in KL for 3days. The moment I reach there, I was amazed by the architecture but was soon left with a frown due to the traffic. No doubt, the traffic there is a pain in the ass but KL is sure damn fun to be at. Maybe its just me but I like KL. Funny how things are. Penangnites want to go over to KL but KL people wants to come Penang.

The views from the place I stayed while in KL

Being a shopaholic myself, KL is just nice. My goD, the malls there! I went to KLCC, Lot10, Sungei Wang, Pavilion, Times Square and Chinatown (not a mall, obviously). Spend alot on LRT and Monorail actually but its fun to travel via all these. It made me feel so independent considering its my first time travelling out of Penang all by myself. I went on to the bus by myself, asked for directions, felt like a true tourist. My favourite mall? Times Square! There's accesorries everywhere! I can find my wristbands (Bibi calls it Lilikokok, aduh...) like everywhere! Don't even get me started on rings and necklaces. Shoes!!! Clothes!!! Holy Heaven of Shopaholics! I managed to get 2 wristbands. One is a 2strap buckled while the other is a 3strap buckled. Bibi took the 2strap, haha...I didn't get the chance to snap any photos of my adventure because I was too busy shopping, be it window or real shopping. Next time! I'll take pictures.

Here's a funny experience to share:
Chinatown:-
I saw this fake Billabong bagpack and vendor tried to tell me its original. I went up to the vendor and asked the price. At Chinatown, this bag was priced at RM239. I asked in English, the vendor, thinking I'm a tourist and wanting to cheat me told me RM239 at a discounted rate. I replied in Mandarin, he said for locals, special price at RM160. I change to Cantonese, he said: ok fine, tell me your budget, I'll give it to you for that price. I told him my budget is RM60. He said, RM60? OK!.

Times Square:-
The bag that I've been looking for everywhere! I called it the Masked Rider bag because it has the shape of a bug's stomach. Couldn't find it in Penang. I asked in English, 'How much is this bag?'. Vendor replied RM150. In Mandarin, the vendor said I'll give you a discount. How about RM100? In Cantonese, the vendor said its priced for RM80.

HAHAHA! Its really funny and by the way, I bought nothing. I didn't buy either of the bags. What a joke! Damn, these 2vendors must've hate me. Anyways, I really like the Lilikokok that I got.

Breaking Solo

Who's breaking it solo? Cheryl Cole, that's who. She's still in Girls Aloud, don't worry but don't you think so that when people mentioned Girls Aloud, we'd normally go like, Girls WHO? Mention Cheryl Cole, people start talking about "Oh, that song! Fight For This Love". Looks like she made the right choice by going solo and by leaving ex-hubby Ashley Cole as well. Her songs in the album 3 Words are like a healing method for her during her on-going drama with useless her husband.
Anyways, she first appeared solo in Will.i.am of Black Eyed Pea fame in his single Heart-breaker. Now she's got her own single called Fight For This Love. She's even released a music video for Parachute and 3 Words. Her dance moves aren't awesome or mind-blowing but its very addictive and fun to dance along. Hey, I myself am addicted to Fight For This Love and Parachute's dance moves. The thing is, people don't give Cheryl Cole enough credits! Its hard breaking into the US market especially if you're from the Brit. She should be in the US market. Malaysia radios should play more of her songs. Come on...She's been performing in the UK and Danish's X-Factor. As well as the Brits Award. She's been touring but around London, thats all...and from my observation, I've noticed that Cheryl Cole particularly likes high-slit dress or pants. Every performance that she's had, she'd wear these dress or pants that slit open from the sides all the way up to her waist...

Cheers CHERYL COLE!

Joseph - Love Her!

Lady Gaga

Quote from Gaga when asked who/what's her inspiration:
"Lady Gaga - God & Gays"
The infamous name. The name Gaga has actually became a brand. Fashion and music are now becoming more Gaga-like. Everyone is trying to do what Gaga did. Create a whole new generation of music. Gaga make outrageous performances looked effortless. The audience can accept Gaga's antics. And now, other artistes are trying to follow her footstep. There's Kylie Minogue who tried to follow Gaga's outrageous clothing sense, Rihanna who tried to imitate Gaga's style (well, it kinda worked for her but my god! enough with the whole 'Chris Brown beat me up so I'm gonna do an anti-boy record' alraedy!). Who else, hmm...there's also Miss Christina Aguilera. When Gaga first came out to the scene, she was compared to few big names in the industry. She was said to be the combination of Gwen Stefani and Chrstina Aguilera. Check out a cover page on one of Malaysia's local entertainment magazine and you will see Christina Aguilera with a very significant Gaga pose. There's also rumors going around that Lady Gaga is a Satanist and that her poses and all her gestures refers to the art of praying to the devil. There's even a video made up by fan or should I say anti-fan who linked Gaga with the Satanist Cult. Give her a break. Enough with breaking her self-esteem. First there's her being hermaphrodite, then her being a drag queen, used to be a male and all those shit. She gives you good music, isn't that enough?
And now, Gaga has actually said she wants to go for cosmetic surgery or plastic as we know it. She wants to get a nose job, thigh job, boob job and jobs all over to make herself more feminine. She feel that she's very manly-looking. Gosh! You people! She gave you Just Dance, Poker Face, Paparazzi, Love Game, Eh Eh(Nothing Else I Can Say), Bad Romance, Alejandro, Dance In The Dark, Telephone and many more. Listen to both her album and you know there's no stopping this talented lady. Deny it as much as they want but these anti-Gaga people still listens to Lady Gaga...

Joseph - Gaga-ing...

Rapid Hitz On Wheels

This is the Rapid Hitz On Wheels. Its a collaboration between Rapid Penang and Hitz.fm. I'm sure you guys have heard of Hitz.fm before. Come on! Its the #1 English Radio Station for 13 consecutive years! What we do in this one of a kind bus is that we entertain you! There's PS3 and the whole bus is Wi-Fied. YES! You can Facebook all you want in the bus! In fact, I'm blogging while I'm in the bus! I've got my crazy colleageus! The erm...whack case, Ken who's tagline is 'FASTER LA' and there's Reena, the girl who gets bullied by Ken.

Basically what we do is we pick up people from bus stops and we provide them with free-ride anywhere they wanna go as long as we pass the destination. While in the bus, theres the PS3 thats bound to keep you entertain. Hello??? Its Wi-Fied, online la, what else! We'll also be playing games with the listeners. There's loads of freebies to give away. Exclusive Hitz.fm t-shirts, Lois merchandise, Mountain Dew-Time to do the Dew and the Unlimited Rapid Preferred Unlimited Travel Pass!

Our location?

Tues - Thurs: 4pm-10pm We'll be at town area!

Fridays: 6pm-12am Batu Feringghi all the way up to Hard Rock Hotel!

Saturdays: 6pm-12am Auto City, Juru!

Sundays: 11am-8pm Queensbay Mall!

If you spot a different looking bus, stop us! We'll be inside and you will definitely go back with something!

Jo - Only on Hitz...!

Welcome To My Cribe

Hellloooo people! Welcome to my new blog. This blog will be featuring photos and stories of events that's happening around Penang island. I have a public blog, a personal and now a sorta work blog. This idea was given to me by a lecturer so this the beginning to something great...perhaps?

I've been to quite a few events but too bad this blog wasn't around previously. Anyways, I'll try to update this blog as much as I can.

In case you've forgotten who I am, this is Joseph here. You can call me Jo, Joey or whatever you want. I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in Han Chiang College while working for the Hitz.fm Cruisers as a part-timer. Guess my next post will be about the Hitz.fm Cruisers' latest project which is the Rapid Hitz On Wheels...

Joseph - OUT

Blog Maintainance

THiS BLOG WiLL BE UNDERGOiNG SOME SERiOUS MAiNTAiNANCE & SERViCiNG DUE TO iTS POPULARiTY. By the way, don't like what I post about in my blog? Especially if its about you? Here's a word of advice : DON'T READ iT!

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First week of college was fun, well sort off but mostly tiring because of Mass Comm Society meeting, Teen Frequency meeting, representing BOTH Mass Comm Society and English Society for a meeting with Head of Admin, running around college sorting tutorial for classes at the same time help friends do it also then there's guitar class. I like joining all these clubs but at the same time I'm missing out on the fun too. Missed hanging out with coursemates.

Graphic Design is fun. Chun Woei is a very cool and sporting lecturer. Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills is a okay subject but thanks to the lecturer. He's damn damn boring. He told us he's prejudicial, dismissive and has a bad temper. WTH? Thats not a good thing when you're a lecturer. I can't help but to laugh at him due to his sense of fashion. 1 word, DiSASTER! Then there's PhotoJournalism's Mr. Ronzi. Poor fella, he's cute becuz he struggles to teach us by using english. And he needs to rephrase it into english by thinking in malay first, poor fella. He don't seem to have enough confident in his english but he don't look like one who has temper. Sociology should be fun what with Ms. Ooi as the lecturer for lecture class and Mr. Aaron for tutorials. Introduction to Mass Communication should be okay to with Ms. Ng, yay! Oh ya! Spoken English II is fun! Ms. Amy Loh is sweeet!

Joseph - Okayy lor...

In The 21st Century

In the modern times, do you believe that saying rude words such as cibaii, puki, lanjiao etc. people take it as a joke or just a form of language. But when you say the word "WHATEVER", people get offended more. Why? The word "WHATEVER" kinda makes it sound and look like you're brushing the person off, not paying attention to him/her. While the cursing words are being used as a daily language. I find it kinda refreshing. Haha...maybe its just me.

Joseph - WHATEVER?

KiASU + GREEDY

I can't believe this! This guy in my class, I am disgusted to call him my classmate. We're given the option of Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills in English or Mandarin. And this guy went to TEST the Mandarin version class and next week he'll try English version. WHAT THE FUCK?! Make up your mind. Since he's so BODOH, let me enlighten him. Its the same, Mandarin or English. Same subject, same thing. Only difference...THE LANGUAGE. First wanna do PR, then Broadcast then English J. Come on la...you won't make it in English Journalism. Broadcast...haha, good luck...PR, U HAVE NO PR skills! Because nobody likes you!

Joseph - WHATEVER

OMG!

Today, we had our first Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills lecture class. We got a new lecturer named Mr. Chan Siang Yen. He is the strangest man in this world. He's got his hair comb back and it looks like he used a whole tube of gel. Then his pants is all the way up to his waist. And when he speaks, he uses big words and sorta like look down on us saying some of us might not understand and have poor English command.

He himself told us that he is prejudicial, dismissive and bad tempered. So, what do we expect from him? Fear? Prejudicial, does that means he has stereotyped us? YES, he has. He told us that when I asked him. Stereotyping people, well...I stereotyped him too. He is the Ah Beng with high waisted pants that came back from England. He said he is making the class boring and not entertaining although he is trying. Trust me, it is boring. He said he can't do entertainment and fashion news, well...I CAN. Haha...I love ENTERTAiNMENT & FASHiON!

Joseph - Oh My GOD!

AHHH...! PiMPLES!

I am so FRUSTRATED & STRESSED OUT that I've got pimples!!! Its been ages since I've had pimples! I've been taking GOOD care of my skin all this while. Its been smooth and pimpleless...NOOO!

Joseph - AHHH!

I Need An UP-GRADE

I need it badly! Why is it everyone's life is upgrading while mine is downgrading??? I'm trying my best. I know I will do well in life but I'm struggling so hard just to get by 1 day...I just want to be able to breathe easy for 1 day. JUST 1 DAY! Everyday, all I feel is emotionally and pyshically tired. I don't want this feeling. I don't want to be drained out of my life at this stage of my life. Why I need to worry about so many things? WHY?


Course fees, a laptop and camera for assignment, relationship, life, my identity, getting misunderstood, being looked up by people, being brand as 'The Potential One'.


I'm a competitive person, I don't wanna lose to anybody! I am fighting against myself...
I am FRUSTRATED!

Joseph - EASiLY TiCKED OFF

Lalala...

Y yo, No tengo armas para enfrentarte
Pongo mis manos, manos al aire...
Solo me importa amarte...
En cuerpo y alma como era ayer...

New Beginnings = End of Me

Suddenly, Marion Ravens comes to mind...anyways...


Its the new semester, 6subjects...seeing faces that I can't stand. Of course there's always my bitches with me whom I adore! Today is only the first day, no class also but the moment I reached home, after shower and all...poom! I fell on the bed and slept through the afternoon. Damn tiring all cuz of the meetings and running around college to do this and that. Teen Frequency meeting, Societies' meeting with admin and such...


But managed to see familiar faces and unfamiliar faces. New faces, old faces...annoying CHiBAii face. Oh ya, bumped into Victor and chat for quite some time. Haha...then there's Suet Ling, Siew Hui, Li Wen, Eleen, Cynthia and the rest of my new bitches, hehe...AND! CHOO SUET LING is out of my list! Grr~!!!

Month of Stresssssss...

I know my blog's been really emo recently but I can't help it. I don't want to be emo and all. I wanna be happy (Leona Lewis' Happy comes in mind). But its really taxing and stressing. Things that happened around me, with me, to me. I'm still the same Joseph in college. I'm still bubbly, crazy, flirty, cheeky, noisy, naughty but thats all just a facade. Its just a cover-face. Its just my 'make-up'. If it cracks, you'll see me breakdown and cry but the thing is...I have no tears. There are times that I feel like tearing up but there's no tears! I wish I can talk to someone and just tell everything that's on my mind. Just a shoulder to cry on...

Joseph -Nobody's Home

Should I Change My Name from Joseph to Atlas?

Atlas - The Greek God of Heavy Burdens
He was punished by Zeus to forever carry the heavens on his shoulder due to his alliance with the Titans. The Titans raged a war against the Gods of Olympus. Atlas sided with them and when the Titans lost, Atlas was punished to forever carry Olympus on his shoulders.


And now I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. Just a figure of speech la...
I wish people would just stop saying that they see potential in me. Its always "I see something in you, I know you can do this. I see potential in you". Ya, its nice to hear and its flattering but as time goes by, I end up getting this post, that post, this responsibility, that responsibility...I just wanna be 21 years old. Ya, extra curiculars are important but my studies are more important. I'm not praising myself but why is it whatever club or society that I join, people want to vote me into all these high-ranking positions? Sometimes I just want to be ordinary...I'm not extraordinary...


Joseph - GOD OF POTENTiALS?

We Gotta...

FIGHT! FOR THiS LOVE

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt
 

Is it better is it worst
Are we sitting in reverse
Its just like we´re going backwards
I know where I want this to go
We´re driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

CHORUS
Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for...

Now everyday ain't gon´ be no picnic
Love ain't no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Repeat CHORUS

I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll...

Repeat CHORUS

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

Empire State of CRAP

Ooohh Penang...
Ooohh Penang...

Grew up in a town that is famous for laksa and char koay teow
Noise is always loud, shit drivers all around and the streets are full of holes
If I can make it here, I can make it anywhere, that's what they say
Seeing my face in lights or my name in sign boards found down on Times Square
Even if it ain’t all it seems, I got a pocketful of dreams

Damn it! I'm from Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

On Love Lane, there ain't never a curfew, drag queens 'work' so hard
Such a melting pot, on the corner selling butt, preachers needs sex too
Hail a meter-free cab, takes me down from Georgetown to the Penang Bridge
Some will sleep tonight with a hunger for more than just a kiss...
I'm gonna make it by any means, I got a pocketful of dreams

Damn it! I'm from Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

One hand in the air for the small island
Gay men, drag queens all looking pretty
No place in the world that can compare
Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

In Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

PS: I LOVE PENANG!

New Beginnings...

Tomorrow will be the 5th of April. Its the beginning of my 3rd semester. Year 1, Semester 3. Its the last semester for my first year. And boy, I am packed! There's 6 subjects...

1. Sociology
2. Graphic Design
3. PhotoJournalism
4. Spoken English II
5. Intro to Mass Comm
6. Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills

Well, its good to keep myself busy so I don't overthink stuffs. I've been thinking way too hard recently, trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life...whether I'm right for this course, whether I'll succeed in life...

Guess I'll just keep my fingers crossed...

Joseph - Lalala...

How To...

In the world of the Vikings, its kill or be killed. And the Vikings had always be referred to as Dragon Slayers etc. So its not surprising when the movie How To Train Your Dragon was set in the Norsemen era. The movie tells of a community of Vikings who dwells in the village of Berk. It snows 9month and hails 3 months a year. Their job? To kill dragons because dragons' been stealing their food. The head of the Vikings' son, Hiccup don't look like a Viking. With a name like Hiccup, you seriously think he'll be a Viking warrior? Everyone in the village is dissapointed with Hiccup because he's not as strong as the others. He's clumsy and abit of a coward but he wants to proove himself to his father. One night, he saw the most mysterious dragon known to the Vikings called Night Fury, he pulled a contraption to help shoot the trapper since he's not strong enough to throw it himself. Long story cut short, Hiccup couldn't bring himself to kill the dragon, thus releasing it. From there on, Hiccup formed a friendship with the dragon and he even named it Toothless (you'll know once you watch the movie). As time pass by, Hiccup realized the dragon's world is not what it seems. Its not like what his father or his ancestors had been telling him. Dragons are hunting for food but not for themselves, its for a greater dragon who sleeps in the lair. Its either they hunt food for the dragon or they get eaten themselves. Anyways, great battle ensued between the humans and the mighty dragon who dwells in the Dragon Lair. It ended up with Hiccup and his friends saving the day with their dragon. Hiccup is the first Viking to not kill a dragon but also the first to ride a dragon...

Just goooo and watch this movie! Its soooo damn freaking CUTE! The dragons, especially Toothless behaves like a dog...haha
Whoops, its time for me to go train my dragon...

Joseph - I want a DRAGON

Whoops! Ter-aeroplane...

This time around's semester break feels longer but some how more enjoyable. I went hiking with friends, sun-tanning and swam at the beach. Then got too dark and decided to go back to our good friend, the mall. Its always either Gurney Plaza or Queensbay. Personally, I prefer Queensbay cuz there's friends all around working there. I'll never get bored over there. There's Jason at Jefferson's, Suet Ling at MNG, Yuet Ling at BillaBong, Jeremy at Levi's, Adeline at Nichii and my colleagues, Joey, Connie and Aaron at UNDERshop. I can spend like the whole day there and have lunch and dinner with them.






What else I did...oh ya! Haha, I aeroplaned Soo Lyn for the first time ever. Funny situation! We had planned to go to Prangin Mall on that day. The original plan was to go Queensbay and I texted Jason if he's working then I'll have dinner with him. He didn't reply so we changed to Prangin. I reached Prangin and Jason called me. He thought I was in Queensbay already and he asked me to follow him back to his hometown cuz he had some paperwork to do regarding his college stuffs. After explaining to him, he came to Prangin to pick me from Queensbay and we were on our way back to his hometown, Kedah. I called and apologized to Soo Lyn. Thank god she had Winnie to accompany her, phew! Haha...

Well, I enjoyed the trip to Kedah. It was fun and full of laughters and cheekiness. Might be going again in May, who knows...

 Joseph - ...???

TiME & DiSTANCE

Time and distance...
Meeting a person at the wrong time...
The distance in-between...

If I were to meet you earlier, would it have been different?
Would I have been the one?
There's feelings and there still is...
I'm not the only one feeling it and the chemistry we have...
There's no denying Me & U...
But like you said, "God sent you to me at the wrong time"
If only I had know you a month earlier...
I'd give anything just to rewind time...

For now, we can only be friends because of the obstacles in-between...
I'd give anything...but its too late now

Time, the deadly enemy of love and everything about relationship...

Joseph - HATE YOU, TiME!

Nothing's PERMANENT!

Whats permanent is this world? Not even permanent ink!

LiFE

 LOVE

FAME

DREAMS

FRiENDS

FORTUNE

BOYFRiEND
GiRLFRIEND

In ten years time even Britney Spears will be like Britney...WHO???
All these don't and won't last forever! Only styrofoam lasts forever! 

Joseph - GO TO HELL

TiME! Tik-Tok, I HATE U!

I damn fucking hate TiME! BAD TiMiNG, WRONG TiMiNG, ANYTHiNG ABOUT THE THiNG CALLED TiME!

Why can't things just work out right? Why can't I just relax and not worry for 1 day???
Why must it always be like this? Why must it that I get all these good things in my life but the next second it all comes CRASHiNG DOWN??? WHY?!

I'm just a 20 year old teenager, gimme a BREAK! I thought I can live my life the right way, I thought its the right TiME...
I thought you're the right one (U ARE THE RiGHT ONE!) I thought things would work out right this TiME around...
But why it turns out to be WRONG TiMiNG?! Is there a God up there? If there is, he must be playing with my life! Thats why I don't believe there's a God up there! If there is...where is HE when you need HiM the MOST?!
It is too much what I asked for? I don't ask much, just what I want. Its not even material stuff! Damn fuck!

I'm not a bad person, I try to be nice but nice people always finish last or get fucked by GOD or TiME!

Joseph - FUCK U TiME!

PRESCRiBE ME THiS!

Ya! Prescribe me a day in a life of someone else! Thats what I need! I hate my life to the max! WHY???

I thought my life would be better with college and all. Was overjoyed when got the PTPTN Loan. Everything was going smoothly, I enjoy my college life, I love my friends and lecturers. Loved the assignments and the environment. I thought I don't have to worry bout $$$ when I get the loan. Turns out I was WRONG!

The April - July semester costs RM2590, its alright cuz I have the loan in my bank. But the August - Jan semester costs another RM2590 but the next transfer from the PTPTN will only be in November! What the hell? And I ask for delay, all the admin could tell me was "settle it on your own".
Another thing is a laptop! Laptop is crucial for my assignments this coming semester and I don't have one! Can't get one either cuz can't afford, I can't even touch my loan money! DAMN iT! I HATE EVERYTHiNG!

Joseph - TRY MY LiFE!

USELESS...

I feel so damn useless...
At the age of 21, a young adult...
Don't know how to drive, don't own a driving licence
People kept on saying go get but talk is easy and talk is cheap
It costs a GOD-DAMN RM600 for a fucking car licence...
After getting the car licence, no car...
Where's the motivation in that?
Can't even afford a laptop and yet wanna get a car?
Can I just die?

Ke$ha, Ke$sha, Ke$ha!

From TikTok till BlahBlahBlah, I love everything about Kesha Rose Serbert or better known as Ke$ha. If you pay attention to her songs' lyrics, you'll know that the songs are all very cheeky and fun. Was addicted to TikTok, then was addicted to Your Love Is My Drug, after that was BlahBlahBlah...now...Styrofoam. Its yet to be released but its really really nice. She even dissed about Britney. It goes like...

In 10 years, Britney Spears...

Britney...WHO?

Only styrofoam lasts forever!

Only styrofoam...

Only styrofoam lasts forever!

Q!

I love every inch of Queensbay Mall! Why? I enjoy my work in UnderShop, I get to see my friends there and get to see "someone"...

I wanna work everyday if can but I'm only a "replacement staff". I'm only needed when 1 of the staff goes on leave or can't make it to work. I'm like Mr. Standby, haha...but I still love Queensbay Mall!

Joseph - Loves Q~!

NEW YORK!

I wanna go to New York!

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of...

When you're in New York...

The streets will make you feel brand new...

Big lights will inspire you...let's hear it for New York!

I'm gonna make it by any means...

I got a pocketful full of dreams...

Even if you're a million miles away

I can still feel you in my dreams...

New York! One hand in the air for the big city

Street lights, big dreams all looking pretty
No place in the world that can compare

Put your lighters in the air

Let's hear it for New York!

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of...

When you're in New York

The streets will make you feel brand new...

Big lights will inspire you...

I wanna grow up in a place that is famous

As the place of movie scenes...

Going Down UNDER...

Not Australia, just The UNDER Shop in Queensbay Mall. First day working there today. I'm not a part time nor a full time staff there. I'm what u call a Replacement Staff, haha. I only work there when one of their part timer or full timer goes on a day off. What a joke...

Anyways, I had fun there today. I got to play my songs there so it wasn't that boring. Got along with my colleageue, Connie as well. Gain few new friends. And now I'm starting to be obsessed with underwears...especially sexy ones. LOL!

Here's a funny experience. A Korean man walked in this afternoon. He was looking for SkinXWear underwear. He could have just tell me the size and the type that he wants. Instead, he pull up his shirt and show me his underwear. Not only did I not see any underwear, I SAW HIS PUBiC HAiR! Disgusting!


Joseph - UNDERman?

Sem Break...

Throughout this time's semester break, I did something productive at least! Hiking, have fun at the beach...haha! Went hiking with Kher Shieu and Soo Lyn to Monkey Beach. That was last Thursday. Then the following week, Tuesday we went to the Hard Rock Beach but there were jelly fish everywhere so we switched to Tanjung Bungah Beach. Swam there with Soo Lyn and Daryl. Daryl got stung by a jelly fish. The next day which is today, we went hiking AGAiN! The initial plan was to hike up Pantai Kerachut but Anne can't take it so we hiked to Monkey Beach instead. This time, there were Soo Lyn, Anne, Kimberley, Anne's friend and ME! And this time around, I got stung by jelly fish. Haha

Joseph - NOT SO BORiNG

Adam Lambert + Lady Gaga = ???

I LiKE THAT BOOM BOOM...BOOM

After dinner and chill out, we head to UPR (Upper Penang Road). Its ladies night but we went to Boom Boom Chambre. Not MOiS. Haha! Gay bar but sadly, not much gays there. There was even a straight couple who came to watch the Drag Queen show for their anniversary. The environment was alright, the music sucks but the Drag Queen show ROCKS! Haha, its like the Malaysia's version of Kumar Drag Queen. They have Freda Drag Queen performing standup comedy and also lip-syncing and dancing with very very "out-of the box" moves. The drag queen danced to Superwoman and I Will Survive but totally ruined the meaning of the song, haha! It was superbly entertaining. Pity no gay guys there. Should go on Fridays or Saturdays, there's more. Hehe...

After Boom Boom Chambre, we head to Zenzi Bar which was next door only. Dwayne joined us. We sat there, chat, drink and sing a little bit. Got to do Evanescence's Bring Me To Life! Woohoo! Oh ya, I didn't get drunk =P

I was SOBER the whole night through!

Joseph - Boom Boom...BOOM!

CHEEEESEEE FACTOR!

3 weeks semester break! I love it or hate it? I HATE iT! Its so dead boring cuz there's nothing to do. Ughh! Anyways, went out to hang with Kher Shieu and Soo Lyn. Followed the girls to do their manicure and pedicure. While they do their nails, I was there playing PSP. Thank God there's PSP! After that Soo Lyn was supposed to go the Mandal to get her tattoo. She wanted to tattoo a heart with roses around. The appointment was at 6pm. Went there after their nail session. Soo Lyn decided to take it easy and think for about a week or so before doing it. So, where to? We went to Gurney to have dinner. PastaMania! We DEVOURED 3 bottle of CHEESE POWDER! Wahaha! Prior to PastaMania, we were at the arcade. Hehe...Fate Stay Night-Unlimited Codes! Great versus game! Then Soo Lyn and I both challenged Kher Shieu to King of Fighter Maximum Impact. Sadly, we both lose...

Joseph - Lalalala...

Stop Callin', Stop Callin'!

It starts with Lady Gaga being sent to an all women prison. And because she's Lady Gaga, even her prison suit is different than others. She's clad in a high shoulder dress with horizontal black and white stripes. Being escort with two heavily buffed women prison guard, she was stripped off her clothes and shoved into the cell. The censored part was censored with duck tape. Next we see Lady Gaga is the open area with other prison inmates. This has got to be Gaga's weirdest and out of this world accessory, a pair of sunglasses decorated with cigarettes. And the cigarettes were lit! After a very sensual scene, Lady Gaga receives a call from Beyonce. Here's where the first part of the song starts. You'll see Lady Gaga dancing in her undergarments at the prison hallway. Next we see Beyonce bailing Lady Gaga out of the prison and here comes the very disturbing scene. Beyonce telling Lady Gaga that she's been a bad girl, a very very bad bad girl! Then Gaga takes a bite from Beyonce's bun and they drove off. Conversation starts about killing boyfriend with Beyonce saying, "you know Gaga, trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if it's broken". Gaga replies back, "but you can still see the crack in that mother ******'s reflection". Then Beyonce sings her part. They reach a Diner and Beyonce pours poison into her boyfriend's drink while Gaga prepares food that's tainted with POiSON. There's even a short session called Let's Make a Sandwich?with main ingredient, POiSON. Man, do these women hate men or what? Food is served and everyone dies from the poisoned food. Then you see Lady Gaga and Beyonce clad in two piece clothing with the American flag motive.

Gaga: We did it, Honey Bee! Now let's go far far away from here.
Beyonce: You promise we'll never come back?
Gaga: I promise?

OPEN iT UP!

13th & 14th of March was my college's Open Day. I as one of the Vice President of the Mass Comm Society helped at the event. In fact, most of the committee members helped out. This year's Open Day was a little bit more quiet compare to last year's. I helped out in between here and there but mainly was in-charge of the Campus Radio with my DJ-Mates, Anne & Eena. I think we did a great job for first timers. Well, even our advisor Mr. Lee Chun-Yih said that we did a good job and the 'misunderstood' Mr. Kelsen Loh said I was not bad for first time. Great! Kinda ignite the flame in me to take up Broadcasting. I've always wanted to be a Radio DJ but still torn in between Broadcasting or Journalism. The local broadcast scene isn't that easy.

Anyways, the funny thing was...friends could tell that I was in-charge of the Campus Radio based on the songs played. Haha. Typical Lady Gaga, Adam Lambert and Ke$ha. The 3 of us were in the English side where else my other coursemate was in the Mandarin side. It was a great experience and exposure. The day worked out fine for me.

Oh ya, as usual when there's me...there's a camera around and we took ALOT of pictures during Open Day. Well, mostly of us cam-whoring. LOL! I even got the 'chance of a life time' to take a photo with Mr. Kelsen Loh. Suet Ling and Siew Hui were saying he'd be too much of a snob to take picture with me. Turns out, he was happy to. Haha...

Joseph - Haha!

I Left My Hand & My Heart On The Dancefloor!

Lady Gaga has released her Telephone music video. Telephone is a collaboration between Lady Gaga and Beyonce, creating Fierce fame! The music video has been one of the most anticipated ones. The collaboration started with Beyonce inviting Lady Gaga to sing on Beyonce's Video Phone and Lady Gaga recipirated by inviting Beyonce to sing on Telephone.

The music video started off like a lesbian porn in an all-women jail with Gaga naked but her tits were covered with black duck tape. Then you see her in a shade that'sdecorated with cigarettes thats is still burning. After awhile, she gets bailed out by Beyonce and starts to go on a boyfriend killing spree. Beyonce pours poison into her boyfriend's drink while Gaga prepares a lovely poisonous lunch to kill everyone in the Diner. Talk about revenge on love. The best part of the music video would be the post-boyfriend killing part where Gaga and Beyonce dance to the song. Thats my favourite part...

Joseph - Gaga Still ROCKS!

Follower!

I have no problem whatsoever with followers! But the one thing I HATE about this particular follower is that he'll do whatever I'm doing. Whatever shit I'm involved in college, he wants to get involved too. PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF iN THE MiRROR! DAH LAH DAMN UGLY, WANNA DO THiNGS I DO SOME MORE! THiNK OF YOUR OWN CREDiBiLiTY FiRST! Hate this kind of FUCKED UP, WALKiNG CHii BAii followers!

Joseph - GET A LiFE! Don't have? Get ONE! DON'T TRY TO LiVE MiNE!

Which Are You?

Its THE time! The time to choose our major. I was torn in between the 3 majors. Broadcasting, Journalism or Public Relations & Advertising. I'll do fine in all 3 majors but I would prefer one that would get me jobs easier. I like Broadcasting cuz there's all the work with the media such as camera, TV and stuffs. I'm alright with PR & Advertising just that there's much more theory and paperwork compare to the others. Then there's Journalism, a field which I have never seen myself dabble into. I did not pay any attention at all to this major till a senior grab my attention with it. Started to think, Hey I can work in magazines etc.

Unfortunately, I'm the only one in my batch who will be taking Journalism in English. The other 3 are doing Journalism in Mandarin. Not much people are interested in Journalism because it involves writing. ALOT of writing to them. Haha...I'm ok with it...for those who read my blog you will know that I can crap just about anything.

Here's something that's bugging me. There's a loser who's like SO GREEDY! Loser want all majors. Loser is such show-off that he go round asking if they do Broadcasting, will he be able to do PR & Advertising papers as electives. OMG! Such losers...pick a major and settle with it! The latest now is that this loser wants to do Journalism in English but there are people that he can't click with so he won't do it. Laughing stock! In every major, there's people that don't like him. Don't he know that already??? And he seriously think he can do well in Journalism? CONFiRM FAiL! You don't have your mind fixed on 1 particualr major and you think you can do well in it? Journalism isn't for everyone. And when you don't have social skills and nobody likes you, thats BYE-BYE to your social life and in Mass Communication, you need social life.

Joseph - Be a LEADER, NOT a FOLLOWER

People - Personality = Zombie

There's 2 type on people in this world. WiTH or WiTHOUT personality. People with personality will always be the target of envy among people without personality. There's different type of personality. You can be loud, bitchy, mean, emo, chirpy or even suicidal. At least you have a personality. What happens to those who have NO personality whatsoever? They will leech on people with personality! The get close to people with personality and absorb the personality of the person and they try to be that person. If that person is bitchy, they try to bitchy. Usually people who leech on the bitchy personality ends up being rude instead of bitchy. There's a thin line between bitchiness and rudeness. If someone with original bitchiness argues with some who's equal, they know what to do and when to stop. But when a fake bitch goes against the person with the original bitchiness, the FAKE bitch won't know what to do. So all the one with fake personality does is...move on to next target and absorb another form of personality. Be it emo or anti-social.

Joseph - Find YOUR OWN Personality!

Redbox is Han Chiang College...LOL

Redbox was packed with Han Chiang students today. Haha, everywhere I turn, its my coursemate. My batch and the seniors' batch. LOL! I went with Suet Ling, Li Wen, Eleen and Yue Ling. We bumped into Shine, Pui Rong, Bao Yu. Then bumped into Siew Hui, Leslie, Cynthia and Henry. After that, Celine, Ah Moo and another classmate. LOL!

We join Leslie's room after we finished ours. There, we as in Suet Ling, Cynthia, Siew Hui, Leslie and Myself, we danced to Lady Gaga's Bad Romance. My gawd! Siew Hui is exactly like Gaga especially when she do her pose. Han Chiang has got a Gaga (Siew Hui) and Adam Lambert (Me)!!!

Redbox!!! Update your songs with Adam Lambert's!!!

Joseph - Lalala~

Grateful...

I am grateful today. I should feel grateful all the time. So here I am being grateful...
What am I grateful for? Well...

1. I am grateful for my parents who are so good to me. They don't scold me, they give me total freedom, no curfews and such, they support EVERY decision I make, they don't pressure me with stuffs and they love me for who I am...especially my MOM!

3. I am grateful for being able to pursue my studies in college level. I am grateful that people trust me with works around college.

2. I am grateful for my friends who by my side through thick and thin, up and down and all around. They accept me for who I am and they mean the world to me...

4. I am grateful for my skin. Yeah, my skin. Grateful that I have skin that can be consider as good la~ I don't have acne and other skin woes. Thank you for that...

Joseph - GRATEFUL...